epiphany day

Yesterday was a day of epiphanies:
- dreamt of dying (in my garden a tiny curtain of intense vapour was coming out from the soil, which was sort of 'boiling': I walked towards it, just in order to see it better with a curious and happy mood, realizing that it directly came out from the earth. I also told Nini something just to get her attention in respect to that phenomenon. She kept a certain distance, engaged in another activity near the garden. The little thread of vapour suddenly became a dense fog distributed all around me, obscuring the visual field. I felt immediately a sense of choking, as if all the oxygen was pulled out from the air in an instant; my heart did a strong and deep bounce in my chest. I just thought "It's over, I'm dying...", with a sense of wonder mixed with tranquillity and simply fell straight down with the whole body and hit my face against the grass of the lawn. I woke up.);
- dreamt that my mother was dead, exploding in tears;
- wondered about an ikea christmas table dressed with plants and moss, while having breakfast;
- found and took picture of an onion which had beautiful green/yellowish sprouts;
- participated in an anti-fascist march, after I heard music and chants outside my weekend job's place (elderly people at the window joined us singing and waving);
- received a very absurd monkey cry mockery from some young street hooligan outside the youth center, pretending they wanted to enter, while I was turning down the heater;
- reached a new biker pub with my friends and ate a 'Misfits' sandwich :);
- admired the subtlety of the Duran Duran Duran name (or the one of the phrase "1, 2, 4" by A.) and sung a lot together with Mark E. Smith playing on A.'s car stereo ("What-the-hell-UH")...
WOW, What a dense day!

Black Aerostat Power Plant

Ho fatto un sogno... A huge black balloon, which was connected to a wide power plant, down, below a very sunny and beautiful valley (PC). I was driving on a upper road, and when I was on top at the opening of the valley, I suddenly saw it, enormous, incredible and menacing... Under a control glass shield one could observe the chemical reactions which were occurring inside the balloon, where several elements were mixed in order to obtain catalytic responses... That was in order to obtain the production of oxygen as side product of the production of energy. The chemicals were contained in small, rubber coloured balloons which were released inside the aerostat: the big heat and energy quite immediately made them to explode. I was thinking that despite the oxygen, this could be noxious (the melting of the balloons' rubber), but somebody told me that this was uneffective in the production of clean air and energy. At a certain point I participated myself to a big uncontrollable explosion of the black main balloon of the plant: I was beyond the screen who has been disintegrated immediately and I experienced the dissolution of my body... But it was only a kind of vision/anticipation/simulation of one possibility. Then I found myself again discurring the production of energy with his pros and cons... Objective correlative? of what?